| well the job search continues.... |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|09:50 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | natalies casa | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none right now how strange | ] |
currently i've got out 15 applications in the work place.
last week i put all of these out to Guitar Trader in clairmont...journeys shoe store in the mall...solo cup company as a machine adjuster (11 hour and full-time) hanger 94 in grossmont center....and a bunch of other places........
so hopefully i get a call this week...im really looking forward to raking in some dough and get working again.
the mustang is good.
im good.
natalies good.
guitars are fine.
drums are fine.
i need a job!
fuckers...
gawd. |
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| im fucking pissed. |
[Apr. 1st, 2007|02:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | without wheels. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whoopi goldberg being an idiot on television | ] |
my car caught fire.
the stang is no more. |
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| so |
[Mar. 26th, 2007|07:27 pm] |
..yeh.
im back....just livin the american dream.
san diego is kick ass.
ohio is a wasteland.
peace bitches. |
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| i'll be on way to da' homeland. |
[Mar. 8th, 2007|10:41 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | da casa | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | keyboard | ] |
im extremely excited to see natalie.
i've missed her alot even though we talk on the phone everyday throughout the day.
its pretty tough out here, the weathers terrible, im totally by myself, but she keeps me going.
its nice to know that somebody loves you.
i miss her really bad, and the thought of her and my memories have kept me going through this.
and i must admit, coming to ohio is the dumbest idea i've ever had.
*shoots self
but with any luck, my return will be fun, and i can begin my life again.
so basically-
here i come SAN DIEGO.
MISS YOU DARLIN
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| so i havent been on here in forever... |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|10:12 am] |
today was some crazy thunderstorms... its 10:20 am here...its kind of cold....i should be coming home soon...anyways.
thats all i guess.
later. |
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| so....its friday at 4 am. |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|04:18 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a perfect circle | ] |
WTF AM I DOING AWAKE!
oh yeah, dont have work till 4pm tomorrow.........im sleeping in, dont call me. |
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| so i got a new job... |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my home <3 | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the simpsons | ] |
its going really good, i got an early morning tomorrow at 4:15am...but im ready for it. i used to do the whole "wake up bitch its pitch black outside but you have to go to work" thing before. didnt last too long..but nonetheless, its been done. anyways...im getting the white car back and in a few months after a few checks i think i'll be able to afford the notorious Mustang. but yeah man,i just started work at a new job, its going good, just felt like an update. |
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| im over the bullshit. |
[May. 10th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
yeah, thats right.
im over the bullshit.
i want to succeed all of my problems.
im over failing. |
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| Blood and Bone? |
[May. 2nd, 2006|12:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | MI CASA | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| | peaceful | ] |
you wanted to be here, so now your here, is that what you wanted?
1...
2....
3.....
somethings got to give.....now. |
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| there was a time. |
[May. 2nd, 2006|09:40 am] |
there was a time, when i felt like i knew something real.
now i know, it was pretend.
i told her to open up, and she did, after all i had to go through, it was for nothing.
she hadnt changed.
she had tried, but failed.
i said, no more fits.
but again, it came to my door.
the rage, the resentment.
all the things i said i didnt want.
i never knew, after all thats happened, that this was the way it was going to end.
i always thought, man, shes great.
but even when i told her, dont do this again, she didnt change.
maybe its for the best...
maybe its ok...
i dont feel ok....
but this is what has to happen.
i feel like i've tried everything.
i feel like i did everything i could.
but it wasnt enough.
i wasnt enough.
so i had to let go.
and its hard,
and still is hard.
but thats the way its gotta be.
livejournal....oh, livejournal. |
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| future. |
[May. 1st, 2006|01:08 pm] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  annoyed | ] |
so im kind of like, in an attitude right now.
simply because, i dunno, i guess that im not where i want to be.
in a few years, i see myself in a very different place.
and i cant wait to get there.
everyone out there, have a wonderful time.
peace out. |
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| good mourning. |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|10:11 am] |
it is now, sunday.
i just woke up.
im going to go smoke a cigarette.
and then who knows what else.
eye of the tiger bitches. eye of the tiger. |
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| so today i tanned. |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|04:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my house | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the wind | ] |
it was pretty sweet. i went out to the pool with some homies.
getting color bitches. |
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| so its saturday.... |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|05:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | muhahh | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
well, yesterday was cool expect for randoms that were randomly random.
anything going on tonite? |
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| dude its 4.20 |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|09:35 am] |
so uhm..........its 420......party tomorrow, im stoked. man, im so white.damn.
anyways, me and natalie went to guitar center yesterday, played with some shit, it was fun.
yesterday was kinda lame for a while, for me anyways, i dont know why, but like....just not having a good day.
i want to apologize to natalie cuz she didnt deserve to be around it, im sorry love :]
but yeah, its 4.20.
peace out.
nukka. |
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| livin without limits. |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|05:20 pm] |
today i thought i was getting my check in the mail (turned out its coming tomorrow)
but anyways, today was a good day. i thought alot about some things.
ok so, tonite should be fun.
like, we should do something.
i didnt get paid today, but tomorrow it should be there.
im going to have to conserve on the funds a little, but a good time is on its way.
i look forward to the future, its going to be good.
i feel like im slowly getting my 'life' back.
lately i've been feeling a little tired of life, a natural teenage thing to do, but im slowly opening up again, like a seed out of its shell.
man Dr Pepper is bomb.
anyways, if anyone wants to call to hangout, hit me up, fyi, blairs party is friday, looking forward to that too.
peace out lj, turns out, life aint so bad. |
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| FUCK YOU |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|09:59 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | downstairs | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| | frustrated | ] |
I FUCKIN HATE HOW YOU DONT TALK.
speak your mind, you never told me what you ACTUALLY think.
so guess what, im tired of it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|11:26 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | your face | ] |
| [ | my current state of mind.. |
| |  bouncy | ] |
hopefully oneday people will get over stuff and realize its better to be friends than enemies..
and also.....
we'd all be better off.
peace out.
anyways, im hungry. have a good day everyone. |
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